.All I Have To Give.

My love is all I have to give. 

Without you, I don't think I can live. 

I wish I could give the world to you...but 

Love is all I have to give.

- Backstreet Boys

These past few days, I noticed someone pushing everyone away from her. Trying to be "forever alone" even for a moment. It's not that she's doing it on purpose, I know that. She just wants time alone, I always say. Why is she acting like this?

Well, I assume it's also because of "him". I may not be in a relationship myself [well,I have never been in a relationship. S.S.B & proud to be....] but I have witnessed my friends being in one & I "learn" from them. There were good and bad relationships, mostly bad.... It was so rare that I have seen such a good relationship. Rare, not impossible.

There are times, whenever I see her feeling down, I just want to say "Move on!! Come on!!" but is that what an unnie should say to her dongsaeng?? [No, we are not blood-related.]. I'm actually not close with her and I noticed that yesterday when we were at the mall, walking together. It's like I didn't know her at all! But right now, I just want to say this:

Dongsaeng, I love you, you know that. We are not that close and I also you know that but you are STILL my dongsaeng. If you want a shoulder to cry on, I am here. I just want you to know that.... You shouldn't keep it in. You have to let it ALL out. Let the world hear you out. So what if they call you crazy?? Ignore them for I will tell them to fuck off. I know you DO let it all out in your blogs but I know that's not enough. And I am not alone because we are ALL here for you. :). It shows how much we love you, that's why. <3. I love you, dongsaeng. *hugs*.